slump

hmmm. i've kinda gotten into a slump. idk y, but i just don't feel like doing photography. and i feel like i have an obligation, and like people might be dissappointed if i stopped, but at the same time i feel as if no one would notice.


idk. give my like 3 days. it will change.

recently

i've done a few shoots with a couple of people. and its gotten to the point where i'm behind two weeks on editing. haha. but hey, nobody is paying me for my work, so they can wait. it just kinda feels good to know that i've done that much work, that i can't keep up with myself. and i can usually handle a lot of work. hmmm. well yesterday i did a shoot with kelly. we found a rusted out vintage rv. and actually found a way into it. boy were we in a for a surprise, whoever owned it previously must have been a mass-murderer. there was crazy stuff all in it. like 20 shovels, a pickaxe, scythes, a closet full of barbed wire, pitchforks, etc. and not to mention all the fake flowers and the easter bunny mug. i'm guessing he had a wife maybe haha. idk.
but after that we went to my poppop's store and did two sets of jewelry. white buffulo and apple coral. so far the pics have turned out good. i like working with kelly. we get the job done and then some. ...and before i have to go to work haha.

today i'm taking a break from my nymph series. earlier this week i knocked out 3 nymphs in one day. well actually 4, but i agreed to redo one of them with my model again. in fact it's the same model who told me she would be pay me to help create her portfolio. thank goodness. i haven't really had a blonde model yet. like one i could get more than 5 pictures out of.

but yeah, today, i'm going to be workign with my old friend m.c. hammer. its her nickname haha. but we're doing a rather simple shoot. but if i do it how i have it in my head, i can make these pics turn out pretty spectacular. i think this year i need to focus on the poses for my model, mood, and concept. since i aced composition throughout these few years.